Disturbing

 I guess Jamie responded in her own way. At least to the wanting to move in with me. The following dream sequence will leave out very specific details as to what and whom.

Jamie 1

I experience something that may have happened to Jamie as a young child. It's only 1 second, but 1 second is enough. I'm Jamie by a pond and something really bad is happening. The scene fades out and a new one comes into view. Same pond but everything is cartoon. Jamie is standing by a pond or lake and she is crying. She couldn't have been much older than a toddler.

 I awaken suddenly and say: No! To myself. I feel very disturbed for a few minutes almost as if the scene had happened to me. I just want to be by myself and quiet. I say to myself: So young! How could this happen to someone so young.

 Jamie did mention to me in her last message that something happened to her by a family member, but she said she wouldn't tell me what it was. I guess that's what it was.

 What I experienced is probably not even close to the severity of what she actually went through. But i believe I got a taste of it. Even in a vague dream sense 1 second was more than enough.

Me and the Jamie voice talked about it. I said it seemed like a dream. She said it seemed like a dream to her as well, only it's a nightmare that she can never wake up from.

So if Jamie reads these: I see you. I really do. It does explain some behavior of course.

Jamie 2

Me and Jamie are re watching a the scene in a movie theater. Loud emotional string music is swelling. Almost reminds me of a Hanz Zimmer score.

 Of course the first tiktok I saw today was the exact song it reminded me of:

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSSuAvSR9/

Last dream 

I was with my brother and we were living in a motel or something. I saw a neighbor and he said he poisoned our food or something. Then I was trying to help someone move.