Very little

 Maybe I'm just not sleeping enough?

[B][COLOR="#800080"]Jamie 1 [/COLOR][/B]

Just a flash of Jamie's face looking surprised in the black space.

[B][COLOR="#800080"]Work related[/COLOR][/B] 

A dream my family sent me back to Stettler to prepare the other side of the motel for our part in the renovation of the other side of the motel.

 There was a guy there I worked with before. He was hanging drywall but didn't look happy to see me.

[B][COLOR="#800080"]Jamie 2[/COLOR][/B]

 Just woke up from a dream. I had an impression that Jamie was in it. Feels like she was making an effort to be in the dream or wanting to reach out.

 Even the Jamie voice says she's missing the dreams. I'm surprised that some dreams it seems like she asks specific questions or gives statements almost like she does it from waking and somehow inserts it into my dreams. Please keep doing that

2 dreams

 If Jamie or anyone reads... Just in case DV goes down again 8 have started a backup dream journal here -----------> https://robertdreamjournal.blogspot.com/?m=1

The new Dexter series on Paramount Plus is awesome btw.


Scary

I was with my brother and my dad we might have been working or something. It was night, I thought a bunch of people that arrived wanted to kill us. My dad found me and I escaped through a construction site. The bad people were there but didn't try anything. Maybe I was just paranoid.

Jamie?

I was at the Jamie farm. There was a man there. Jamie didn't look like Jamie. So I didn't know it was her. I went to leave. It was night and Jamie stopped me by a wooden fence. She said she wanted a hug before I go. I hesitated while I was cluing in it was Jamie. I woke up too fast.

Nice, reminds me of last year's dreams when she was in every dream. With loads of affection. I hope we get it back.

Or somehow get that IRL.

Disturbing

 I guess Jamie responded in her own way. At least to the wanting to move in with me. The following dream sequence will leave out very specific details as to what and whom.

Jamie 1

I experience something that may have happened to Jamie as a young child. It's only 1 second, but 1 second is enough. I'm Jamie by a pond and something really bad is happening. The scene fades out and a new one comes into view. Same pond but everything is cartoon. Jamie is standing by a pond or lake and she is crying. She couldn't have been much older than a toddler.

 I awaken suddenly and say: No! To myself. I feel very disturbed for a few minutes almost as if the scene had happened to me. I just want to be by myself and quiet. I say to myself: So young! How could this happen to someone so young.

 Jamie did mention to me in her last message that something happened to her by a family member, but she said she wouldn't tell me what it was. I guess that's what it was.

 What I experienced is probably not even close to the severity of what she actually went through. But i believe I got a taste of it. Even in a vague dream sense 1 second was more than enough.

Me and the Jamie voice talked about it. I said it seemed like a dream. She said it seemed like a dream to her as well, only it's a nightmare that she can never wake up from.

So if Jamie reads these: I see you. I really do. It does explain some behavior of course.

Jamie 2

Me and Jamie are re watching a the scene in a movie theater. Loud emotional string music is swelling. Almost reminds me of a Hanz Zimmer score.

 Of course the first tiktok I saw today was the exact song it reminded me of:

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSSuAvSR9/

Last dream 

I was with my brother and we were living in a motel or something. I saw a neighbor and he said he poisoned our food or something. Then I was trying to help someone move.

Hardly anything

 I have my doubts that Jamie is able to read this dream journal. While her voice validates it, nothing on the outside confirms it. I have not had any Jamie dreams in the past few days either. No drive bys either unless... Today I passed a black SUV on the jail road from Bowden to Innisfail. The driver honked at me and flipped me the bird. I doubt it was her... But who was that? There is an SRT neon in Bowden with the same color as my car. Or maybe someone who drove behind me and was pissed that I dared to drive only the speed limit or, crossed an intersection cautiously. 

So, if Jamie indeed reads these, please put my mind at ease. Drive by or sometimes giving me a message in a dream. Like I know she can do.

 Old Jamie dream 

An old Jamie dream from earlier in the week I forgot to post. All I remember is Jamie wanting to move into where I live.

 I also had a detailed non lucid but it slipped my mind suddenly... Something about a building maybe?

 Also to respond to Jamie's question from a previous entry: should we get closer to God?

 Yes for sure. I still say the same daily prayers in the evening that take 15 minutes to 20 to recite. As Jesus says: The more you abide in me, the more I abide in you.